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Saturday, April 08, 2006 currently in a bad mood. am so frustrated with things ard me now. firstly, i guess my relationship with my mum is getting more and more strained. she can't stand me, i can't stand her. damn. what happened just now was that she say she dun like me rising my voice to her like what i did in the morning. excuse me, i'm really frustrated in the morn loh. for one whole week only 3 to 4hrs of sleep a day, and i have to rush the damn group project which was driving me crazy. and what i did was just putting my shoes on the floor of my hse because i'm holding my laptop in one hand and gotta open the gate on the other. and she have to scream at me. i forgotten what i said, i knew is smtg unpleasant... duh. then she say my attitude had changed this whole year. i know ! cos she started to scream at me every moment after we moved to this new hse. for example, messy room, forget to close window when go out, forget to switch off switches, never go straight to wash my feets within the first min i step into the hse, dun open the window after i step into my room, putting shoes on the floor of the hse. these are the top six. there's more excatly. i really can't stand these type of life. then, she told me i must be back home by 2 plus tmr, cos of my great grandmother's 100th birthday. and i'm actually meeting dear at 12 tmr. damn lar. then i'm frustrated. and i need to go buy the dress that i reserved today. that i wanted to wear to the birthday dinner. that actually was the thing that makes me happy the whole night. and now? my mood was drag down. and i have second thoughts abt the dress. it's a format balloon dress from daniel yam. i just love it.  its a hundred and three bucks. not a bad price considering the material is quite good. and i wan fancl's mild cleasing oil too. cos i finish my make up remover alr. and i need smtg stronger to remove my mascaras. it's always such a chore.  seems quite good. got some nano technology thingy. ahhahaaha. ok, i decided i wan to get both of the stuff i meation above. yeah. then i can match my dress with the tommy's wedges that i bought ages ago and only wore twice. {1:12:00 am}
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